I came home from work early today, have for the last week.. but the question is why.. why have i been going home early..? But that answer also leads to a question, why am i always feeling exhausted, why am i always so tired?.. Im sick of coming home and being so exhausted that i cant cook dinner for everyone alse let alone myself ( Read more... )

My manager frm my wrks mum died on the 24th of july...
I feel for her so much... but at the same time i dnt know what to say to her..
I wanna help, i wanna be there for her.. ive been through this, i know what its like.. butwhy cant i hlp her!!

All of this has bought back so much memories.. Ive tryed to stay strong for everyone at my work.. but i ( Read more... )

Well my subject heading says it all..   "lifes finally getting better"

I now have a new best friend, who i love to peices...

Old relationships which have gone bad are now slowley but surely resolving itself!

im comfortable in my job, and love it more each day..

However i know that there are some things that still an't right...

My relationship with God ( Read more... )

Frick, im so angry, pissed off, upset, but most of all ive had enough!

What have i done to deserve this?
-Said i wasnt ready for a relationship
-Told someone to not txt me as much if he wants to get over me
-Decided to get my life right with God and not chase after boys...

Was it any of these things? -cause to be honest thats all ive done...

Its been ( Read more... )

Sitting at home today (in my sick state) i realised a few things ( Read more... )

This quote has sumthing in it that i would like to address...

we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You' ( Read more... )

Well what can i say, i came back from breakthrough changed ( Read more... )

First my friend,
then my sister,
now my best friend....
its like no one cares about how i feel anymore, its all about how they feel at the time, and what they can get out of it..

" im just having a little fun, i dont like him or anything im just having fun."

How could sumone who calls themselve my "bestfriend" do that to me, even after knowing that my ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im 30 years old, looking after my kids and being a typical house wife...
And theres nothing wrong with being a house wife, doing the cookng, cleaning, shopping etc. but what is wrong is that im not 30, im 17.
I accept that i may have to do some of these things.... but not all of them...
Am i asking to much to want my older sister ( Read more... )

Last night sumone had a glimpse... a glimpse of heaven and all its glory, but better yet a glimpse of my mum.
There she was, looking radiant and healthy, looking happy and warm,
Sitting on a golden throne, Next to God,
the throne was 3 x bigger then herself.
She was clothed in a long beautiful dress of Gold that faned out across the ground.
The look on ( Read more... )