Grrr

[muzicmaven]

Its all so frustrating. When I think I have it figured out...really I have no idea. I'm back where I friggin started. Will someone just choose what's best for me--what I'd benefit from most--what'd I'd like best? Josh keeps telling me to do what I want to...what I feel like doing..don't do something to make someone else happy blah blah. He went to

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[anonymous]

I love you. You're stronger than you know. And you've got it more figured out than most of us.

[falalallama]

PS- THAT WAS FROM ME. I just forgot to sign in...stupid LJ changes.

[muzicmaven]

Haha that's great! I was like whoa secret admirer? Thank you though!!! :) I asked them a question about my application and she's like we can reuse it if you want to audition NEXT FRIDAY!! Grrrrr...haha I'm so not prepared.

[cmm11]

Like I once told Jake ... you don't have to know what you want to do for the rest of your life. You can change your mind and career several times. You can go with the flow. But for now, you have to find something. It's a very competitive market out there. Don't worry about not having the answers, that is part of the journey!

[muzicmaven]

Yeah I know I just definitely don't want to waste my parents money by switching and being in school forever and then failing, etc. It'll be fine though...one step at a time.