i dont know what to do. Its like part of me wants to just drop it all and say come back. But then THE PRIDE in me wont let me. I just cant reason with myself that one of us is going to have to swallow our pride and fix things. I know its gonna be me but then when I think about it, i get SO fkn angry i feel like im going to explode. It just doesnt ( Read more... )

so i just spent all kinds of damn time looking through pictures
AND WHERE ALL THE ONES OF US?????????

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY RY-RY!!!!!!!

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MeLMeLDate: Sep 8, 2005 5:18 PM ( Read more... )

i dont feel well. my head is all confused and upset and happy and sad and angry and tired all in a span of five min or so.

Im tired of being like this.

Its time to put on your smile bc they all expect you to do it.

play by that one rule or be denied....We dont want it so dont bring it.

anywayssss.......

TONITE TONITE TONITE!!!!!

Come out and play with me and my ladies(and gentlemen)

Its Thursday night which means...

1)Happy hour at SJBG ( Read more... )

he needs to be bringing his happy ass on down here.

that all i have to say about that.

TONITE MY PRETTIES!!!!!!!!!!

FIRST:
9 PM DOLLAR DRINKS AT JV'S

THEN:
1030/11PM WALK OVER TO THE BLANK CLUB TO CHECK OUT GUCHIE AND DAVE GARY ON THE DOUBLE DRUMS. (ANYONE THAT KNOWS, knows THAT THIS IS AN ORGASM TIMNES FIFTY FOR ME), PLUS LANGUAGE ARTS CREW AND POETICALLY DISTURBED

AND THEN:12am EITHER STAY AT BLANK FOR REGULATOR(bad brains ( Read more... )

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happy birthday to my Gina.

I would post a picture...but um i cant find any rightnow hahaha

I have decided that this is crap and you are crap and all your friends are crap. Your negativity is overwhelming and to be honest...if I was you, I'D HATE MY LIFE TOO. I will NOT allow you to get me down anymore. Your opinions mean shit to me. You were never my friend nor are you ever going to be my friend. I could win a peace prize, save the world ( Read more... )