ok so who wants to run away with me????? there are so few things holding me here. if i had nothing id leave and start over somewhere. but not everything sucks. ricks still the coolest dude ever, my friends are still awesome, and drumline still rocks. at least i get to start over with that. new season, new show, new music, new people, its all ( Read more... )

id get mad at my friends for cutting if i thought it would help. but everyone just gets mad at me. id cry for them but it doesnt help. id help them but they dont try. so how do i tell them that i just dont want to see them in pain? everytime i say something someone gets mad. i pray and i try to help but nothing works. what am i supposed to do ( Read more... )

all you people need to put your knives or razors or whatever the hell you use away. IT WONT DO YOU ANY GOOD! ive lived your stupid emo story, ive been in your shoes, i know what its like. but i ended my chapter in that story bitches. i quit cutting and you all need to too cuz. cuts are just gonna leave scars and scars are just gonna leave pain ( Read more... )

this is from my brothers livejournal ( Read more... )

well the competition was fun. we came in second!!!! that DOES kick ass so stop bitching people. its our first competition and ferndale is good so deal with it. we have more chances to get first. ferndale got best drumline over us by like a tenth of a point! well it was close. that gives us hope for next time! then i spent the rest of the night ( Read more... )

tmrw is my frist marching band competition. im not really nervous. i know i know my stuff. i know ill get reeeeally freaking nervous right before we go out but as soon as i get on the field in my first set ill just be soooo full of adrenalin (excuse me if i spelled that wrong...) ill just want to kick ass. its gonna be frickin awesome! wish me

i look at you now ( Read more... )

so things were perfect...were. now things seem to be kind of falling apart. my friends think im ditching them for my guy. i havent forgotten about anyone. stop overreacting to everything i say and twisting it to make it sound like im a bitch. no matter what happens with my dating life ill always have my friends. i see you guys all the time ( Read more... )

put away your knives ( Read more... )

tears you cry for yourself hurt..sure it sucks, they burn and sting at your heart. but tears you cry for other people are worse. they go straight through your heart and rip it apart and spit on it and crush it. hearing and seeing someone you love crying is one of the worst things in the world. you hold them and wish more than anything that they ( Read more... )