To the people in my past:
I'm sorry for my discrepancies. All of you. I'm sorry for the pain I've caused.
I'm sorry for everytime you've had to tell me "I love you" in vain.
I'm sorry for everytime I ever took advantage, overlooked, or neglected you.
I'm sorry for every "Do you know how much you put me through?"s.
It's more common than you would think.

I ( Read more... )

I'm writhing inside.

I really have no good friends.
Period.

It seems whenever I want to talk and flip through my phone book the only numbers that jump out at me as possible calls are all male.
Ex-boyfriends. Which is always a bad idea to call.
Or just male friends. Who all like me.

Either way it's biased.

But they're the only people who know me even a ( Read more... )

Blind faith. Blind trust.

We were holding hands today as he crossed the street.
I followed him blindly.
He could've led me into a wreck; and I would've never known.

If he were holding my hand he could probably lead me into armageddon
And I'd follow blindly.
Because I trust him.

God! That's so weird coming from ME! "I trust him"
Whole-heartedly. Is ( Read more... )

His scent intoxicates me.
Everytime. It's as if I can't get enough.
I enjoy this addiction.
And everyone can see it plastered all over me.
Call me obvious. Call me oblivious.
My heart flutters.

His chest is home to me.
My own stop-time button.
Thump-thump. Thump-thump.
My lullaby, my solace.
No one can ever comprehend.

He challenges me. To become a better ( Read more... )

I can't sleep.
I feel fucked up & wound up inside.
Livid. At myself.

I wish I could make my mind stop thinking things sometimes.
"OFF" Switch.
I hate that I even have to feel this way.

You have been warned.
No holding back;;

Have you ever met someone to take your breath away?

I mean literally, leave you speechless.

Like you want to say something, anything...

Just to make them stay for that much longer

But came up with nothing you thought was worthy enough for them.

Have you ever stayed up the whole night

Just to listen to their breathing on the phone

And wonder how you got so ( Read more... )

Today is a good day.
<3

Time to buckle down and do school work; I'm literally SWAMPED in it!

You make me so fucking vehement; so full of malice ( Read more... )

One of these days my worries are going to be my demise ( Read more... )

Yep. I'm gonna die.