finished up another rendezvous with the weekend boyfriend. he stayed longer than normal. we took aiden to the playground. and he let aiden ride his skateboard & pushed him on the swings.

it gets harder and harder every time he has to leave. the goodbye hugs last longer. he holds me tighter. it sucks that we only get to see each other once a week.
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because I want another baby.

a girl.

what the fuck.

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I really can't wait to get back to working out at the gym. I haven't had the money to pay for the past 2 months, but luckily the boy who owns it is really cool about it.

so July, I start again. I'm so tired of being fat & gross.

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tomorrow, ashley & I are applying for an apartment! I hope we get it!!

and thursdayyyyyyyy, I get to see my boy! I'm so excited! I miss him.

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I am so so so excited, not only did I get my raise. but I'm possibly moving in with one of my best friends! aaaaaand, there's a new love interest in my life.

and he's fucking cute. and hilarious. swoon.

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I'm starting back to school on June 9th, hopefully buying lee's maxima 2 weeks from then!

I'm interviewing for a job I already have/do, but this will just make it "official".

so...I'm pretty stoked on life right now!!

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I'm so so stressed right now. all the bills are past due, and we're just struggling to make it. rents past due, so that $525. and $80 for my car, $65 for daycare. and I have a total of $44, because my whole check went to other bills.

I don't know what to do.

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so lately, as in every night, I have a dream that I have some new boyfriend. I think I'm missing that rush when you're in a new relationship. I haven't felt it since Dalton, and even though our relationship ended shitty, I was the happiest I'd been in a long time with him. so I miss that feeling :/
but whatever.

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Im getting promoted to pharmacy tech. it's more money...not full time, but more hours.

so I think with this raise, I'll be able to afford my own place...if I keep to a budget.

so things are looking up!

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so actually, the pharmacist told me that there's a good chance of me becoming full time, and an official pharmacy tech. so that'd be a raise.

and if that happens, I don't have to live with mom!

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