I sense that in fact we are not on this earth to love but to love so that we may feel pain.

From time before time thine was mine and time was metaphor for something more ( Read more... )

I'm a big fan of tattoos. I really like them on other people. I just never really had the desire to get one myself. It's not that I could never think of anything to get that I would be afraid of hating in ten years or that I'm afraid of needles or anything else. I just could never think of a good enough reason to get one ( Read more... )

It doesn't make any difference how many times I hear it. I still feel the same as the first time. Parts of me are pulling away while something is trying to keep it's grip. Slowly slipping but never letting go. The one I care the most about isn't the only one I care the most about. Knowing that someone can obviously do better at what I tried so hard ( Read more... )

When you are alone
    what's inside of your head?
When I reach into my head
    I realize that I'm dead,
Inside my head.

Then I run,
    I hide inside my head.
Because I realize
    I'd rather be dead,
Inside my head.

Hellloooo!!!

Echo Echo Echo.......

I woke up today at about 2:30, somewhere around there, and then commenced into my Ebay auction watching. Micah was wanting to get these Event TR5 Biamplified Studio Monitors on Ebay for recording and since he is at work today and I am not I get to be the one to waste away on the couch watching the auction ( Read more... )

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My friend Brian is in town for the week from college in Moscow, Idaho and we're hanging out at his house late into the evening like always. Here with us is, naturally, his brother Robert, Kevin, and David; Nick, Jon, and Spencer left hours ago and Codi showed up and left about an hour and a half ago ( Read more... )

I have to admit that up until a couple of weeks ago I didn't realize what my account name said. I mean, I knew what it was because I'm the one who put it there. I just thought it read differently. I guess you would just have to talk to me about to really understand what I mean. I just thought I would post this and clarify that I am not trying to ( Read more... )

I was going to write down a message that I left on a friend's voicemail today but then when I had it all typed out I didn't like the way it looked so I decided not to post it. Plus I feel that if it were to be shared then it would lose it's intrinsic value. That message was special and even though I thought it was really good and would like to hear ( Read more... )