I think that for most people, they have to experience un-happiness before they can experience happiness. NOT ME. You can just tell me what to do... I'll do it without having to learn the hard lessons in life.

It seems to me that pain seems to be the ultimate spiritual currency. That sucks... why can't people just do as they are told?

I was thinking today about the excuses people make to do the things they want. Like if you love a person, you need an excuse to tell them so, you can't just out and out say it. you Have to wait for the proper moment when they are most in need of it, and that becomes your time to strike. I hate that. I hate waiting around competing for the right ( Read more... )

I could not sleep at all last night for a whole bunch of reasons. I slept half way for about an hour then woke up at about 3:30 am, decided to pull an all nighter. I am so sick of not being able to sleep. I got til about 6:30 am when I decided to rest my eyes, and then woke up at 9am. I was already late for work. Drove to work, got there at 9: ( Read more... )

ya know, sometimes in life, the cat scratches you in the face leaving permanent facial scars. Sometimes you just gotta buck up and drop the cat instead of thowing it against the wall in a fit of fury like I really wanted to do to that stupid prissy worthless piece of shit fuckin feline ( Read more... )

I felt the knife go in my heart, but then it came out clean,
should be a bloody mess,
But Nothing's to be seen
I felt the knife go in my heart, it meant so much to me.
Its cause you sucked me dry, there's nothing to be seen.

I am so tired today. I ended staying up late last night like a moron til like 1:45 am playing halo 2 and am tired now. To add fuel to the fire, my room mate was late for work so ended up taking a shower late (he usually does that like an hour before I do. Hence, no hot water for me ( Read more... )

Don't recall my spinal tap ( Read more... )

Crawling ( Read more... )

Your EQ is

15350 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick ( Read more... )

I lost the world when I found you ( Read more... )