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I could not sleep at all last night for a whole bunch of reasons. I slept half way for about an hour then woke up at about 3:30 am, decided to pull an all nighter. I am so sick of not being able to sleep. I got til about 6:30 am when I decided to rest my eyes, and then woke up at 9am. I was already late for work. Drove to work, got there at 9:30. I am now signing in and out of AIM so that it appears to my boss on his end of AIM that I am having internet connectivity problems, and he thinks that I was not late. (we do not work in the same city)
UGH, what the fuck is wrong with me?!? I must really have something wrong if I have this much trouble sleeping. My mind is always fucking racing, I always feel like the day should be longer cause I can't sleep, but then I oversleep. I hate this shit, I wish I did not need sleep at all. NOTHING in my god damned life works right, seriously. I am so fucked, I try to live it out everyday like its no big thing, but I can't have one right thing that just works like a charm. I do everything in my power to do things the right way, but everything is fuct. I now have that tired fuzzy underslept feeling that surely will follow me around for the remainder of the day.
UGH, what the fuck is wrong with me?!? I must really have something wrong if I have this much trouble sleeping. My mind is always fucking racing, I always feel like the day should be longer cause I can't sleep, but then I oversleep. I hate this shit, I wish I did not need sleep at all. NOTHING in my god damned life works right, seriously. I am so fucked, I try to live it out everyday like its no big thing, but I can't have one right thing that just works like a charm. I do everything in my power to do things the right way, but everything is fuct. I now have that tired fuzzy underslept feeling that surely will follow me around for the remainder of the day.