Okay, so figured that changing all my entries to friends only wont work ( Read more... )

how do you set your journal to friends only?? help would be oh so greatly appreciated.

once i get the time, i going to delete my livejournal.
so many memories.
but its caused me way too much pain than it's worth.
i can't fucking believe he saw all my livejournal posts.
FUCK.
everything is fucked.
i never meant for you to read any of this.

I feel so pathetic, weak and just really stupid.
I don't want to be in this right now.
I want to go far far away.
Just me, a tent, and the stars.
For a really long time.

My childish and foolish heart makes me want to write this in colours on paper and put it under his windscreen wipers ( Read more... )

Browsing through my uni work and I came across this.. I wrote it when Glenn and I had been together for 1 and a half years. It's amazing how much I love him and still do. Why did this love have to end, when I know the feeling really hasn't? I wish I didn't have to give up, just because he did. I've been missing him a lot the last few days, more ( Read more... )

i need something that i cannot have, that i dont know will ever come? and its killing me, oh hunny. i really dont know how much longer i can be in this. today ive been shocking.

im so naive and stupid sometimes ( Read more... )

Last night I couldn't sleep. Pretty sure it was because I didn't write anything before I went to bed ( Read more... )

I'm going to just tell myself it was all a dream.
It's easier that way, because I cant get sad or angry if he doesn't care on my birthday if he was merely a character in a dream right?