Haven't been here for a long time ( Read more... )

Two years ..
Two years of this period is a lot of time.

And just looking back I realized this.
I realized how much all of it had happened and how much I had changed.
I watched as these changes were occurring and I have widened my eyes in horror ...

I became a bitch. During these two years I became a bitch, а jerk, а damned wretch, а beast and ( Read more... )

noone will know.. noone will know what I really feel...
there is only two places, where I can write this: LiveJornal and MySpace...
I forgot what is just to love without fear...

Someone run very fast
Falling from legs..
swiming against the stream
breaking rules and riding on red
to tell ( Read more... )

а самое обидное...
это то...что известно только мне...

отпустить обоих...
надо..

так будет лучше..для всех.
And the most painful...
Is the thing that only I should know...
I have to free them both...
Either person whom I love and person who became the most valuable for me..

It would be better..
for everybody...

противно ( Read more... )

You can watch this video on www.livejournal.com

I'm listening to only one singer now..
Her songs make me cry...
They are sad..but true....

I just want to be happy...
Can I?

I've finally did it!


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This moment should be expected
Mother dyes me... cuts my hair... .. puts it in order..
Corrects the shape of my eyebrows for cosplay ....
criticizes my behavior when I was rehearsing and says that to do so it looked like it had to be if I was Gackt!
MOTHER of cosplayer? ..
now a reality

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