So one of the things I hate more than anything is getting stood up ( Read more... )

Paramedics brave and strong ( Read more... )

I could babble on here incescently about things that don't matter. I could use this as a lighthouse for all the things in my life that irritate me, bitch about things, and I could be just plain ignorant ( Read more... )

You're too important for anyone
There’s something wrong with everything you see
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone

You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone

Where will you go?With no one left ( Read more... )

You have to understand the way I am ( Read more... )

just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around,
to clutter up your shelves
and I wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there are some things
that I'd like to say to you

And I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
cause I don't think that you know
what you've been missing

and I dare you to forget ( Read more... )

It's been a long time. That's always how these entries go. I've become something I want to change. I want to go back to August 6. And then make sure some things stayed the same. I'm sorry that I hurt a lot of you. I'm sorry David. I'm sorry Mike. I'm sorry Nick. I'm sorry Kris. I'm sorry Chris. And even Sam, I'm sorry. I'm ungodly sorry ( Read more... )

No this isn't another depressing entry. But since I am using the school computer and that is my joking title of my PowerPoint presentation I just decided...oh well. So life is different. I don't really know what to write...that's not unusual for this LJ. It seems people are different, just as Christina said. Friends are different, love is ( Read more... )

I imagine someday, when I'm off on my own, trying to succeed, I will write the most wonderful novel about this time, about everything that has happened. Only, I will write it in the style of Christopher Isherwood...I will change my past in such a way where I can not remember what happened and what didn't. Don't you think that would be a fun idea ( Read more... )