I have changed so much in such a short time. Things are less clouded then before. I miss my fantastical hope. It saved me and now I don't even have that to cling too. One too many broken hearts I suppose. There is something calling out to me urging me towards something, someplace, just something else. And my spirit aches with the longing. I almost ( Read more... )

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What is it that I'm living for? I continue to tredge on for what purpose? Unitl what end? Will there ever even be an end? What is life without a purpose? It's just an aimless wondering. And the world is such a beautiful place. Why can't I be apart of it? I want to stand in the sun and soak it up. Let the heat sink under my skin and deeper still. ( Read more... )

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Once upon a time there was a girl. A sweet and caring girl. But inside she was damaged you see. There was something not right. Bad blood with big dreams. She was a dreamer, this girl. And night after night she sinned. Her sin was that she believed. Believed that she could be different, special. Believed that she could change what she was. Damaged, ( Read more... )

He's asleep, blankets thrown back, bare chest exposed like a Roman sculpture. A line of hair snakes over taut stomach. His eyes move back and forth rapidly. Thick lashes rest against the tips of his cheekbones. The nose is strong and straight. It slopes down to a perfect point at the top of his mouth, which is open just slightly to let his breath ( Read more... )

I have looked into my heart ( Read more... )

I am defeated. Utterly broken and stipped of my will. What purpose is there to fight agaisnt the tide? I can sense it now. A great, monsterous wave hurling itself towards me with all its glorious fury. It's going to wash me away. And all I can do is stand and watch it race ever closer on the horizon.

This feeling what is it? A prominent figure in the back of my mind. Always, always yearning for my attention. It demands nothing less then my utter most devotion. If only I could delve into it. Let it swallow me whole and devour me. What a fantastic way to go! But my responsibilities won’t allow it. I can’t escape…. Not yet… I must wait ( Read more... )

I dream of not much. Only to lay in bed forever and not to be alone. I dream of skin and another heartbeat close to mine. And to have this great weight peeled off into the sky, to leave me free to breathe again.