.now the ears of my ears awake (and now the eyes of my eyes are opened)

Mar 22, 2008 21:42

So, this is--
Victory.

It is bitter; nothing at all like I had expected.
But I have won, nevertheless.
That is the only relevance.

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[Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 23 2008, 09:59:57 UTC
He's not dead, you know.
What are you going to do about that?

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 23:53:24 UTC
You would seriously doubt that he would be angry with me? No, no-- I know that he will be.

There is not such thing as "luck". Luck. I-- don't need it.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 23:54:54 UTC
He may be angry, but that may not change his other feelings for you. He says that you're himself so that may complicate things.

Nn. Very well, then.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 23:57:46 UTC
...Yes. I told him that, when we first met. "B and Luxaky-chan are the same."

He still believes it, too, as though nothing as happened to contradict the theory.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 25 2008, 00:00:02 UTC
No wonder he believes the two of you to be the same person, then.

...He's not really sane. And the idea of duplicates is hard on normal people, he may have taken what you said too much to heart. I don't know if it'd be a good idea to try to convince him otherwise now, really.
I can't tell if he thinks the same way about the other Bs, though.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 25 2008, 00:05:31 UTC
I'm not sure, either. At the time, I was simply trying to... convert him, if you will; trying to see if I could change his thoughts on murder and such.

*sighs* I could never tell him. Not now. Besides, although we technically are not the same person-- I am attached to him, as he is me.

I suppose that is as close as I can get.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 25 2008, 00:07:54 UTC
To turn him into yourself, then. Why did you change your mind?

That's different, though. You can still try to explain it to him. I expect he'll listen to you, but I don't know how much he'll understand.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 25 2008, 00:42:50 UTC
Why--... I'm still not sure. Maybe now all I want is to keep him as far from becoming myself as possible.

...Something in me doesn't want to explain it to him.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 25 2008, 00:48:22 UTC
I see...I think I understand.

Do you want someone else to try? I somehow doubt he'd listen to most people, though.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 25 2008, 01:02:25 UTC
...No. It's something-- I have to do.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 25 2008, 01:04:59 UTC
I think its for the best that you try, at least.
But you might want to wait until he leaves L alone for awhile. L won't be willing to listen.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 25 2008, 10:53:43 UTC
Yes, I know.

I...will wait for Luxaky-chan to come to me.

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Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 25 2008, 11:40:13 UTC
I guess that's all you can do now.

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