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mukou_tanjoubi

.now the ears of my ears awake (and now the eyes of my eyes are opened)

Mar 22, 2008 21:42

So, this is--
Victory.

It is bitter; nothing at all like I had expected.
But I have won, nevertheless.
That is the only relevance.

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[Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 23 2008, 09:59:57 UTC

He's not dead, you know.
What are you going to do about that?

Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 20:17:05 UTC

I don't think violence was the correct answer in this case.
You're going to have to find Luxaky again. I can't explain the reasons behind your actions.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 22:01:15 UTC

*grumbles under his breath*

It wasn't as though I fought L without his permission. Our tactics simply differed is all. I don't deserve all of the blame, just because I overpowered him.

And...I know that I will have to tell him-- sooner or later.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 22:05:18 UTC

I'm not blaming you. You did what you thought you had to do. I may not agree with it, but what's done is done.

...Good luck.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 22:07:27 UTC

...Matt, do you-- hate me for what I did to L?

[Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 22:16:31 UTC

No, I do not. Even if he had died I don't think I'd hate you for what you did. I don't work that way.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 22:21:43 UTC

You don't?

*sighs*

And still, after all of this, I cannot figure out just how you work.

[Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 22:23:39 UTC

I told you, death doesn't bother me anymore. Besides, he seems fine for now.

Mm...I can't figure out how I work either.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 22:41:56 UTC

...Too bad.

Aah, is that so? Well, perhaps one of us will figure it out before we leave this place.

Which, surprisingly, I feel a bit reluctant to do. At the time being, anyway.

[Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 22:43:35 UTC

Maybe. Maybe not. We still don't know if death lasts here.

Perhaps. I don't have much hope for that, though. No offense.

...I'm rather inclined to believe that we won't be leaving, or at least not any time soon, but that's not based on anything but personal pessimism.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 22:52:39 UTC

Mm. Which reminds me: How exactly did L manage to recover? He didn't seem to be in the best of conditions when I left him.

We'll see, then. Crackig you is-- interesting. It's oddly amusing~

In any case, the others are going to tear the skin from my limbs when they get a hold of me.

And-- Luxaky-chan...

Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 22:56:24 UTC

I don't know. I know another B brought him a potion, and he seemed to be asleep when I left. I assume that healed him somehow.

Nn...
You're welcome to try it, I guess. If you figure me out before I do, please tell me what you find out.

Then you have to avoid them. This is a big enough place that you should be able to do so.

...I'm not sure what state he's in. I wanted to help him, but I'm not exactly good at that. Nor was I about to tell him that I knew you were behind it. I'm not going to tell him anything about it.

((Yeah, so you know, I'm playing that this conversation happened before Matt found L healthy and without his memory, since we started it before that.))

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 23:01:51 UTC

Oh, oh, I will~

...Matt. The only reason I regret doing those things to L-- is what Luxaky-chan was put through as a result. I never meant to hurt...
I did it all for him, Matt.

[okai~ <3]

Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 23:05:25 UTC

Thanks...maybe.

I know. You don't seem the type for regret, but I can tell you care for Luxaky. Honestly, you should have expected this before. But now you can still try to fix it.
...I know what you mean.

I'm going to try to help him recover. I don't know what I can do, and I'm going to try my best not to steer him towards either L or you. But he's my friend as well, and I don't like watching my friends hurt.
I think you're hurting as well. Aren't you?

Re: [Private // Unhackable] mukou_tanjoubi March 24 2008, 23:41:04 UTC

I...I know. I expected it. I risked everything. Difficult decisions seldom come to me- but no, not this time.

...I...don't know.

Re: [Private // Unhackable] goggleboy03 March 24 2008, 23:42:54 UTC

You may not have lost. It remains to be seen what Luxaky will do or think of all of this.
I want to wish you luck, but I don't know if that's really a good idea.

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