The last couple of days I have been plesantly surprised. Numerious people have actually told me that they read this thing and are inspired by it. Kinda crazy. All I really do in here is bitch and moan and occasionally say what I am up to. Ah, well, take it as it is I guess. This is my outlet for my frustrations and joys. If people are ( Read more... )

So the depression has come to an end, or at least taken a short hiatus. I have now realized that people who lie to me are totally not worth it. Anything, my time or my friendship. So fuck 'em. Going to that Guster concert tonight has just gotten me so totally wired that I feel like nothing could bring me down. Steph and Michelle are awsome ( Read more... )

I can't belive I'm not learning from my mistakes. I really need to stop being "that guy" who gets on girls that have boyfriends and falling for them. I don't get it, how can they say they like me so much when they're with their boyfriends, but when they break up with them all of us sudden they stop having feelings for me. What changes? And why ( Read more... )

What's going on with me? Why has life all of us sudden gotten so damn boring? whatever I guess, maybe i've just become so apathetic that I don't care about anything anymore so therefore nothing really fazes me. but that's not true, because I have been so bitter these last few days. Anything anyone does pisses me off, well at least the people ( Read more... )

Seems like my weekends at state keep getting worse and worse. Probably because all of my friends go home on the weekends. I don't get it, why go away to college if you are going to count down the days until you get to go home again. Whatever, to each his own I guess. Got hammered Thursday night, don't remember what happened. sober as shit ( Read more... )

I really am one lucky kid. I have always had food to eat, a roof over my head, and nice clothing to wear. Deep down I know my parents love me very much and deep down I love them very much too. So how come I can't keep from getting depressed? Why do stupid things like girls bring me down? I need to stop thinking about them, I can't let them run ( Read more... )

A 31. I got a 31 out of 100 on my organic chemistry exam. How pathetic am I? Nevermind that I lost my notes, or got so drunk Tuesday night after big bro hunt that I was too fucked up all Wednesday to study. I have never ever failed a test so bad. The worst part is I don't care. I'm actually mildly pleased with what I got. I mean, for knowing ( Read more... )

Dude, that fucking party rocked out. Definately joined a good house. Such a sick crazy night. Working the doors sucked that's for sure, but in the end it all worked out. Definatley got pissed at Michelle for leaving after like five minutes after i had gone and picked up her and all her friends. I guess I understand now what she was thinking ( Read more... )

So today was so obscenely boring that I feel like crying. It gives new meaning to being "bored to tears." Everyone that I know pretty much went home, so even though Beta was having a party it's no fun going by urself without your friends. So I went to the house thinking there should be people there watching the Cubs game or something. Nope, no ( Read more... )

So last night was totally awsome. Big Bro hunt was definatley one of the most fun things I've ever done, but it's also something I don't ever want to do again. All I can say is Theo is one of the craziest motherfuckers I have ever met. But yea, got way too drunk last night. I don't remember anything after finishing the pint of yager. How I got ( Read more... )