I got sick of not having my own live journal. Ya'll can add the new one.

http://tall-matt.livejournal.com/

I'm only able to be writing this now, because I left work early. I couldn't focus, I'm too depressed. I seriously wish I was dead. Last night I sat in my car and cried for like fucking 15 minutes. I seriously thought about driving into every wall I saw on the way home, while listening to Unloco. Dave sent me a message last night telling me ( Read more... )

I started talking to Heather about a week ago. She's mad cool. We're beginning to get mad tight. Yesterday and today I hung out with Kayla Alvord, she's isn't as bad of a person as I had been lead to believe. Yesterday Heather and Kayla and I saw Click at Crossgates. The movie was awesome. It definitely wasn't a typical Adam Sandler film. ( Read more... )

I know that I haven't updated this in a while. That includes, I think 5 MSI shows. Anyway, last Thursday was MSI in Rochester. Dave and I left around 11:00 AM. We listened to some nostalgic Papa Roach first. Then the CD got stuck AND started skipping. Dave got pissed and ended up punching the CD player... the CD came out. Then we listened to ( Read more... )

Dear my livejournal,
I promise that one day, I will update you. And the world will be a better place.

Everything I do reminds me of how alone I am. I even get mad at the movies I watch because the characters in the movies all have more friends than I do. Congratulations to me for having one friend. And with that one friend, pretty much all we talk about is suicide. It's pathetic. Last night I watched 3 movies (One Night At McCool's, Cheater's, and ( Read more... )

I really wish there was somebody on line right now. I'm going to EXPLODE with happiness from what I just found!

I'm a piece of shit and I don't deserve to grace this planet any longer. I only bring pain and sorrow to the people unfortunate enough to know me. I hope and wish and pray (even though it doesn't work) that the next time I cross the train tracks I get hit. I know it won't happen but I really wish it would. I know that nobody reads this. If ( Read more... )

I did it! I quit Courtside News. I got the job at FYE too. It's sofuckincool ( Read more... )