i hate myself...
if i could i'd throw away all the food.
ugggh
cw:110.5
FUCK!
fating today
<3

fuck.
i just binged like 800 cals
fasting tomorrow
gotta reach those 90s

god...only a miracle
i am asking you for a miracle
please

i wonder if could ever be what i've always wanted to be
im at 109 for now, gonna eat soup and thats gonna be it
for today
maybe tomorrow i'll have some soy meat
im just so scared to eat
crazzy
:/

havent stepped on the scale yet:/
barely waking up to study
ha!
what o joke
fairly good day...
5 damn pounds to reach goal #2

110 lbs. today
now, all i have to do is be a lady,
and starve.

fat...fat...FAT
i hate it
tomorrow better be good
i need to see 105 on my scale by friday night!
cw:111.5...DISGUSTING!

AP Bio is not helping...too much info to try to memorize by tomorrow...not good:/

i am such a failure...
i hate hate hate myself...
i just wanna vanish, disappear, flee...
why me?
i am fat
i am fat
and i hate hate hate myself

fuck ate like 3289103712907431 cals today
hope i dont get any weight
im starting to see abs
:]
that made my day
xxx

so went to bed weighting 111 ( Read more... )