le sigh.
yes, i sigh in french.

they say, "well if YOU dont, then it wont."
others say, "will if THEY dont, then it wont"
so basically my conclusion is that nothing will.

i can only speak for myself. and i know that i wont.
not because i dont, but because i just wont.

le sigh....
back to my vacation.

had such a fucking fun night tonight ( Read more... )

bookin' my travel for the next few months. YAY.

wish i could "study abroad" in grad school. that would make life perfect! :)

so...things took an unexpected step forward this weekend ( Read more... )

aww its raining outside.

im not sleepy. i love rain. :)
went to disneyland tonight...it was sooooo fun! i also got an annual pass. so now i can go EVERY DAY.
well, if i could i would, but i cant. :P

life is good so far. school is going well. im happier. healthier. but on the way back home, he crossed my mind. mainly because we were driving down the ( Read more... )

bad news: i think my black journal was stolen. and it makes me sick to my stomach to think that *ANYONE* would take it...but i guess there is nothing i can do now ( Read more... )

cant stop listening to Kaskade's Fire & Ice album. its been on repeat for perhaps a week or so....
its one of those albums where you feel each song lyric is singing about your life.

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i guess you could say this album couldn't come into my life at a more perfect time...i've noticed that transitionary periods of my life are marked by music....and this ( Read more... )

its a good thing i wrote down all the shit he did before, because it further reminds me how much of a waste of time/energy he was. but then again, it makes me feel guilty for not letting go sooner INDEFINITELY.  i have YEARS  worth of lj entries about the messed up shit he did...and if everyone knew what he has said/done, i doubt ANYONE would ever ( Read more... )

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why keep trying?