what is happiness ( Read more... )

I thought this weekend was going to be rejuvenating. I thought that while Melissa was in Los Angeles I could recharge my batteries and come out of it a stronger person again. (Yes I say again because I was strong before but had lost this strength in the last month or so.) I was wrong however. I had a really rough weekend. Before Melissa left we had ( Read more... )

it's been interesting these last few days to say the least. work has been work, i've moved cubicles in order to alleviate myself from the negativity in the front of the office and hopefully, that will make all of the difference. so far it has but only time will tell. i've been training with jessica on pricing and rates in preparation for jessica's ( Read more... )

here's the painting i did yesterday called Pop Star


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i've called in sick the last two days. i can't take it there. the people are not worth it anymore, and the job is more stress than i'm willing to put myself through on a voluntary basis. it's over. i am putting in my two weeks on monday. now i know what you're thinking, "does she even have another job?" well no i don't, but you have to understand ( Read more... )

a trip to michael's = $1.25 in gas
paint, paintbrushes, canvas = $20.00
my excitement = priceless

sad thing is, i forgot one major thing:

my painting = SHIT!

i can't paint. what a waste!

I've gotten to the point where I just don't know anymore.
I'm sad. I'm frustrated. I'm confused. I'm so, so confused.
I don't know where it came from, I don't know how to get rid of it -
all I know is that it's so damn immobilizing.
Do I go back to school to try and get my AA degree?
Can I handle that regime of responsibility?Do I find a ( Read more... )

missy and i went to portland this weekend ( Read more... )

i'm sorry but this woman's art is so beautiful. i want a few pieces for mine and melissa's room. they are just so heartfelt - i love it. tim burtonesque.

FluxFire

she has a link to her husbands photography and her daughters art. i want to paint stuff this cool! check her out.

Happy Birthday to You Shawny!

I love you! I miss you! I can't wait to see your smiling face again!