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So fucking frustrated.
He forgot to pay child support for this week ( Read more... ) -
Why, oh why.
Am I doing this to myself? I thought we had decided. Heart... I'm disappointed in you. -
Today was a good work day :)
I started out slow, due to minimal sleep, because my BFF had been sick all night... but after having a Rockstar on my first break, things looked up :) Did pretty well in sales. Went over my sales goal, whoo! And then I had to credits fall in to my lap! I'm so grateful for that, I was over due for those. lol My feet did end up hurting towards the ( Read more... ) -
No sleep, some dreams.
Juliet has been puking for most of the night, along with some gnarly diarrhea. So I literally did not get any sleep. Whoo, full shift here I come! Every time I felt myself falling asleep... I'd be woken up by her trying to puke into the bucket I had put next to her bed. Or running to the bathroom to sit on it. So effin' tired ( Read more... ) -
I just realized..
my location has been saying Chula Vista... wtf?! -
Today was pretty productive :)
Woke up, and headed over to Toys R Us in National City to pick up Juliet's baby doll, it came with a doctor's kit for $6.98! It had a 5 star review, and at that price, I was sold. She's been asking for a doctor kit for a very long time now. She always saw one at B&N for 14.99 on sale! So this was a steal. Plus she has this thing about babies right ( Read more... ) -
Last night, my dreams were sucky.
The only part I remember is I was talking to -him- again, about reconciling, and trying yet -again- to get this to work. A part of me was doing it just so he couldn't be with her, and she couldn't have him ( Read more... ) -
I hate him.
It's friday ( Read more... ) -
He's fucking crazy!
So I've been trying to limit my communication with him, because no matter what we end up fighting. And I have to be VERY careful with what I say to him, because he will snap with *any* little thing and start threatening to take her away from me ( Read more... ) -
I'm trying to move on.
Because it's not worth it, to dwell on anything. Especially when I *want* this to be over. But I can just picture them, being so happy together. I know every part of him, every inch of his body, the way he smells, and the faces he makes when experiencing ecstasy... and now she'll be the one beneath him... seeing that face and being so in love ( Read more... )