For all the friends and loves ones that you have that have past on..

IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY

IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY
AND MEMORIES A LANE
I WOULD WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN
AND BRING YOU BACK AGAIN.

NO FAREWELL WORDS WERE SPOKEN
NO TIME TO SAY "GOODBYE"
YOU WERE GONE BEFORE I KNEW IT
AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY.

MY HEART STILL ACHES WITH SADNESS
AND ( Read more... )

I'm just updating to let everyone know I am still alive-Things have been really hectic for me in the past little bit but I now have some time to update. I finally finished up this semester of school and work is just work. My life is just the same as it has been for the past 19 years, trouble and confusion!

Crystal I miss you so much. I have so many ( Read more... )

i am so happy!
he always know how to make me smile and he sure did tonight. to my suprise he called, the first time in a week. i was so down and out about this whole situation but i am fine now. this time i am going to try my hardest not to get so involved. ha-yeah right* if i wasnt so scared i would just sit him down and have a long talk with him ( Read more... )

New LJ layout & I LOVE it*

From now on I will be posting in both of my journals (mrandaann & maryelus) cause some people haven't added my new one! Loves*

I hate the fact that I am finally growing up. I have come to realize things in my life aren’t really what I want them to be. So I have to change the things I hate about myself and my life.

In the past…I have been a complete bytch to people for no reason; I have thought only of myself on many occasions; I have tired to hard to be someone I’m really ( Read more... )

Nervous as virgin in a whore house!
I have no idea why I'm so nervous. Last night Mark asked me if I wanted to go to the TS/ Ervinton game with him tomorrow night, so of course I said yes! The closer it gets the more nervous I seem to get. Tonight he told me he would just call when he gets home from his grandmothers tomorrow to see what I wanted to ( Read more... )

All is well for me! I have nothing to complain about at the moment. School is going good. I couldn't be any happier with the path I have chosen for my life. This semesters classes aren't hard except having to learn all the drugs and studying for the NABPC exam I have to take when it is all said and done with. Mark and I are still just friends but ( Read more... )

I know you are all wondering what is going on with me and Mark. I just wish I knew too*haha! We are really close friends and I talk to him everyday most of the time twice a day. It is great! I have never been this happy before. I just wish it will all work out and no one will ruin it for me. We have had some people try to start shit and we have ( Read more... )

This weekend didn’t exactly go as we had planned but it was still great! Friday Mark and I had planned on going to the game but that didn’t work cause he went to his grandmothers and went to sleep after he ate. So I took Ashleigh out with me for awhile. It was about 9 when Mark and I got together and spent a few hours together! A few hours beat ( Read more... )

Oh My! MARK called awhile ago and asked me if I wanted to go to the game with him tomorrow night. To make my weekend even more great I get to go to the game with him! All the way to Holston with his fine behind! I'm tickled to death that asked me to go cause he didn't really know if he was going to go or not. The game tomorrow night and the movies ( Read more... )