I feel like more and more I'm losing the ability to express myself. I have so much I want to tell her but she isnt ever in the mood to listen anymore. It seems like forever since we've been close. In the end, that's all you really want. The rest is just added features. It's really sad when she rolls her eyes and dismisses things I say. Its not fair ( Read more... )

I'm Full-time now...I'm the iTAC secretary. I make alot of money, I think I should be able to move out and buy a house by the time I'm 25. So now I get free school! I'll graduate with no debt and a nice savings account as long as I dont get fired. School has been challenging me lately. The amount of time and effort is the same as it has always been ( Read more... )

wonderful bday. more elaborate update later!

I feel like I can only handle one thing at a time. Right now, I need to start and finish my 1=2 page ethical analysis paer for ethics in behaviorl science class which i have tomorow night after work at five thirty. Tomorrow, on my birthday, i work from eight thirty to four thirty and wont get out of class until nine thirty. Kyle said i just should ( Read more... )

Life is grand! Spent the whole long weekend with Jackie-very eventful. Very memberable!

I am a Purble Master!

I think the key to happiness is being true to yourself. "Authenticity"

Today, I felt authentic. I wore my red power shirt. All day, I felt confident and happy. It seems to me that confident people are happy people. I loved my job today. Everyone knows it's a big challenge and I feel up to it. TWO people used to check the 6 divisions, now one person ( Read more... )

Ever play Kings? Ever get naked while playing Kings? I have ( Read more... )

Last night was Jackie's big party. Yes, Everything went according to plan (WOOT WOOT). I got drunk probably first out of every one, but everyone loves me when I'm drunk I'm told. There was a huge turnout. Big text me that he seriously had a great time, that it was truly the "teen party experience." We spiked a water melon. I played beer pong way ( Read more... )

Wednesday, after work I rode down to the beach with Jason. At first I was not thrilled with going down to a house with people I didn’t know. But a game or 3 of beer pong fixed that. I had so much fun. All of Jackie’s friends think I’m funny when I’m drunk now. Jackie played her first game of beer pong with me as her partner and we beat Will (the ( Read more... )