Conch Shell
I feel like more and more I'm losing the ability to express myself. I have so much I want to tell her but she isnt ever in the mood to listen anymore. It seems like forever since we've been close. In the end, that's all you really want. The rest is just added features. It's really sad when she rolls her eyes and dismisses things I say. Its not fair to interpret things one way without considering my individual perspective. She doesnt understand me and I her - all because we never talk...it's very frustrating.
The truth is, she has been feeling bad lately because of her dad. She is so distant because she is sad. Grieving is a long process...
I hate not being able to make her happy. It drives me crazy I'm helpless to change this. That's why I want to talk because at least some of our issues are solvable if we work them out together. Almost everything can be worked out through talking if you take long enough. I have a lot in my mind that I want to share and be understood. Assumptions are often wrong - the only reason to learn the truth is by asking it. It's annoying not be allowed to express your true feelings. Being punished for being yourself is not a path to happiness.
The truth is, she has been feeling bad lately because of her dad. She is so distant because she is sad. Grieving is a long process...
I hate not being able to make her happy. It drives me crazy I'm helpless to change this. That's why I want to talk because at least some of our issues are solvable if we work them out together. Almost everything can be worked out through talking if you take long enough. I have a lot in my mind that I want to share and be understood. Assumptions are often wrong - the only reason to learn the truth is by asking it. It's annoying not be allowed to express your true feelings. Being punished for being yourself is not a path to happiness.