i have fucking a hundred diseases right now and i'm on so much medication i fucking hate my life.

lawn mower is broken i woke up mad early for nothing

now i'm running errands like a jackass- dad's house for bbq at 1pm.

then work at dsw (hell) 3-close

maaaaaaaaaaaan do i hate work

soooo my birthday basically rocked. i entered the day with briana doing secret spy stakeouts. i continued the next morning with kristina artim bringing me breakfast and taking me tanning. then i had some "me" time that i spent making my room look fabulous. i had a wonderful sushi dinner with my family of pretty ladies followed by a BANGING ( Read more... )

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hate work x10000

being sick sucks. i hate the rain too. i'm gonna go to work today and give everyone pink eye.

today i feel better. i wanna quit smoking and be able to run more than two miles again. i hate dsw with a passion i really need a nice new day job. i guess i could call my old job at the golf course again. i really dont wanna go thru that bullshit though i'd love to just be a nanny. just hang out with little kids all day. oh well i'mmmmmmmmm gonna ( Read more... )

fuck everyone

today, metaphorically, ibrahim walked out on me. he gave up on trying to be civil until he comes home in a week and now i'm alone. the sad thing is, yesterday was the first time i've been invited into his house. i sat and talked to his mom for 10 minutes. after i left his house i was so hopeful, convincing myself he was going to come home and we ( Read more... )

it's okay that you guys steal journal entry surveys from me, you don't have to label them all "stolen" jeez louise.

EIGHT LASTS ( Read more... )