I realized something and decided something. I don't update on here very often any more. Probably because I have changed. I don't bitch about every little thing that happens to me any more. I have decided to officially cease posting on this lj. I will post one last amazing song by Death Cab for Cutie. I think most everyone on here knows my aim ( Read more... )

This is one of those times when music makes me cry. Not hearing it. Just the fact that it exists makes me cry. I'm such a failure. I need to do something else. This isn't working for me. No amount of talent can make up for lack of everything else. I mean everything. All I have is talent and nothing else. No musical skill, no aural skill, nothing. I ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

So apparently I haven't updated in forever. I'm at school now. That's alright. Bleh. I don't feel like writing anything. maybe later...

So I guess I haven't updated since my trip to Chicago. It was awesome. Wicked was amazing, I loved it. And the pizza we got was really yummy too. It was great seeing everyone and Melissa! We went to six flags great america. I had never been on a roller coaster before, so I was really nervous, but I had a great time. It was a ton of fun. I'm in the ( Read more... )

Chicago here I come. I'm leaving around 8:30 or 9:00 a.m. Wish me luck on getting there o.k. I'm not too worried. This is going to be a rockin' summer trip!

"I'm going to have you study with Dennis Wilhout this fall" What a brilliant line. And I thought I wanted to go back to Drake. I know I should look on the bright side and such, but it sucks. I was already feeling shitty today, so this just made it that much better. I don't know what to think, or do. I just feel numb. I can really see myself ( Read more... )

I think that's the first time I've cried while reading a book...that I can remember anyways. Wow...just wow. I'm so sad right now...

So I got this e-mail this morning. We all knew it was coming, but I just don't know what to do. I want to stay in her studio, but I know that I didn't work as hard as I should have this past year. Ug! What to do, what to do ( Read more... )

Haha! No cavities! Go me. I'm going to the Y at 9:30..this..morning. I'm going to be the prettiest pony in all the land...muwahahahaha! But seriously, I like losing weight. AND endorphans (sp?) make me feel good. So...Yup. I don't have a scale, but I bet I'm losing weight like a man. Yes, this post it worthless. No, I don't care. Bye!