I am Brendan, so treat me like Brendan. Don't treat me like my brother, or my sisters for that matter.

Learn that not all of your children fuck up all the time.

Yesterday was a busy day, I got a lot done. I can no longer eat McDonalds, I puts me in an intense amount of pain. I washed the sleeping bags, I cleaned the tent, got tea with katie, went out to dinner with drew, colin, katie, suhay and ashley and then after dinner I snapped... I was odd. Something in my brain is miss firing. I have been a little ( Read more... )

I just about snapped the other night, I'm really not complaining either. I enjoy being put in my place. I don't really know what caused it; no person or action caused it. I think it was a combination of the visual/auditory stimulation ( Read more... )

I enjoy your softhanded benevolence,
even if it's only in dreams.

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Prom saturday.
get flowers.
work all week.
try being happy.
keep on diet.

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for dinner tonight I had a nectarine and dried/roasted edamame and green tea.

I can't quite explain why, because you will never know what this feels like.

2006 is the year that define my life because,

Ali, thank you.

Danny Gradwohl/Colin Orr, dear god thank you for tonight.

The people who treated me ill, thank you
it puts me in my place and helps me appreciate the good in life...

for now this is all I can write.

just be real with me...

all I ask.

This may be the best I've felt about myself in a while. I still have a few set backs, but I know I can fix it. I know I will win, and you can't stop me.

Brendan,
Go for it.
Thank you.

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking ( Read more... )