What a great fucking week. No better way to end it than to lay here in bed, listening to Rush and eating sushi. Did you guys know that fans like to send me porn? It's insane. I have DVD after DVD stacked up along side my television, so maybe after this update, I'll call Kaoru or someone over to start watching them. But first I need to go work on my ( Read more... )

Crawling out of my proverbial cavern to announce my respects to the passiong of Matsumoto Hideto. For those of you who have us JRockers on your friends' lists will probably not understand these posts, but .. Hideto, or 'hide', as he went by, was a member of the prominent visual kei band X-Japan. He passed away this very day, six years ago ( Read more... )

You know what I miss? I miss being in a loving relationship. I miss having someone to come home to after lives or a tour, someone who misses me when I'm gone, and always calls, someone who writes me long letters. Things like that. It would probably explain my behaviour these past few days with certain people -- I'm seeking intimacy, but all the ( Read more... )

The Final will be released Wednesday. Buy it. Buy it. Do it, damnit, do it. It's a good fucking song that's not about us breaking up.

Speaking of Diru, WHERE THE FUCK ARE MY BANDMATES? If you fuckers are alive, let me know, bitches.

I'll be making an apperance on AIM sometime soon.

The 16th was my birthday. So the guys and I celebrated out in Shinjuku. Toshiya picked the place, the rest of us just tagged along. Kaoru's an old man now, though -- 30. How the time goes by. I've been kind of hiding away in my room, save for photoshoots, and shit.

Uhm. I do not like how everyone's shitting a brick about The Final. For the record ( Read more... )

Fuck Valentines Day. Fuck love. Fuck all that mush. And fuck the whole 'i h8 v-day' trend. Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Who's up for drinking and sex tonight? I am, I am.

Well. I kind of died off there, didn't I? I'm sorry. Anyways, Diru's been working hard, performing and such -- and we recently put out another photobook ware, so if you can, be sure to check it out ( Read more... )

So.

I was thinking of having a holiday party of sorts at my place. Anyone else interested? Let me know.

Oh, fuck this. Fuck updating, fuck livejournal, fuck my band members, fuck everyone. And fuck not being able to sleep. Me, Kyo. Not being able to sleep. I've been up for the past two, three days. I can't remember. Time blends the days together and I can never tell where one day and and when a new one begins ( Read more... )

So.

I've been feeling better. Burned the letter, tossed out the booze, and spent time with Jiro. I really like that guy, he makes me smile. And laugh. And he's a great kisser, but you didn't hear that from me.

Where have my bandmates been? Holler at me, guys.

.. Did I just say that?