Same Matt-Time, Same Matt-Channel

Jun 01, 2007 22:27

 Whenever I go over to Ashley and AJ's, I'm struck by how out of place I am.  Especially when their friends come over.  Everybody is so young, beautiful, in shape, and most of all, interesting.  I'm 12-15 years older than everyone else.  I'm fat and pretty damn unattractive.  And I'm dull and boring.  I don't smoke or drink.  I'm so fucking ( Read more... )

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saskya June 2 2007, 04:11:19 UTC
This is the place to go - as long as you ARE getting it out.

I don't think you give yourself enough credit though. I don't smoke, and i only drink when i am depressed, so... am i boring? If you answer no - why on earth would you equate yourself with being boring for doing the same thing?

*HUG* Chin up. You -are- friend worthy. Promise.

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cherith June 2 2007, 06:22:25 UTC
I'm not a smoker or a drinker and I think it's great to have friends like that. I wish there was a way to tell you that it's very possible just have people that want you around because you are you. If you've got a friend that's willing to chat everyday - in whatever fashion - I'm going to guarantee you that they don't find you boring or uninteresting.

And this is the place to talk about whatever you need to. :)

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