Wednesday, January 14th, I got tagged by a friend to take a selfie. I guess it was some “game”. When you got tagged, you had to stop and drop what you were doing to take a picture of yourself. I had made a quip that no one wants to see a selfie of me.

At her encouragement (alright she said I must), I took a damn selfie. As I was trying to align ( Read more... )

Really do not like the “updates” and “changes” on livejournal. Oh well, right?

Once more the cosmos expresses its deep dislike for me. I must have done something really pissy in a past life to warrant all this bullshit, just so very exhausting and wearying.  Do not expect people to miss me or notice that I am gone.

No ( Read more... )

Yesterday I must have been channeling my friend Attie. She had this urge to come on-line and facebook to help me with horse coats. So damn thankful for all the help she gives me.

She at least doesn't make me feel so damn invisible like others do.

Created these horses on doll devine, the Robe Au Choix

FIRST MOUNT:   Named ( Read more... )

you are mediumpurple
#9370D8
Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too.

Your saturation level is ( Read more... )

1. What is your best friends name ( Read more... )

Since I am waiting on my son... and I'm bored, lonely, pissy, and depressed ( Read more... )

Pretty much the entire “July” month has been hell. I’ve been battling stress and worry like you would not believe. People, especially ones I thought were friends, have pushed me to the point where I want to snarl “Fuck Off” to just about anyone.

Yeah. I tolerate much, digest and let it sit until it boils and festers. No secret about that. ( Read more... )

http://stephaniedraven.com/2011/05/19/my-bean-pot-celebration/

Now I only read one book of hers: Howl's Moving Castle because I wanted to see how the story and the Anime differed. * Sniffles * Gonna honor her memory and watch Howl's Moving Castle.

May she rest in peace and become someone's guardian muse.

      And the type of scream that often gets disregarded.

I've been going into another long silence stint. Books and music, and yes, my puppy dogs seems to give me a reprieve of solace. The dissent inside seems to be growing larger and larger each day. I try to find some distraction, books, movies, shows on hulu to fill in the void of my ( Read more... )