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i am not feeling so wanted today... this early evening ( Read more... )

... i am tired. physically and mentally. all i want to do.. is enjoy life, and yet somehow, i always make it so i can't. yes, i have fun with certain people, but i am never truly satisfied. i feel like, that is all i am to some people: fun. nothing more, nothing less. just fun. i don't really mean... anything important to them. perhaps i am.. too ( Read more... )

Mmm, my mother is gone... for the week... hence the reason my mind and body are going to be thoroughly abused. Last night.. was fucked up. Not bad... not great, just fucked up. Got really.. really.. high. I did not like it at all. "Go with flow", they say, well fuck, kind of hard when you can barely stand up and your eyes keep drifting between ( Read more... )

All I can think about.

All I can... imagine.

Is.

You. You. You.

It simply is /all/ you.

I envy everyone who gets a glimpse into your eyes.

I envy everyone who gets to touch you.

And yet... I know.

I know you.

And it is all you.

All

you.

<3

you were fresh off the boat from virginia ( Read more... )