On June 2, 2013 my fiance committed suicide :( My whole world has been turned inside out and I don't know what to do anymore. I miss him so much and can't believe he is gone. I was the last person to talk to him and I was the one to find him about 30 minutes later. I did CPR and everything but it was already too late. He hung himself(he really wasn ( Read more... )

Okay so I haven't posted here in FOREVER!!! Life got in the way which is probably a good thing! After leaving college after two years I got a full time job at a state park. Can't go into much detail about it though since the big bosses have found things I've written on different forums before ( Read more... )

After completing 2 full years of college, I didn't go back. After my father passed away my mother couldn't afford to send three of us to college so I basically "stepped down". I asked my boss at my summer job if I could continue working for as long as he could keep me. One of my friends also didn't return to school so she was working with me also. ( Read more... )

I went to the Good Morning America show on Friday the 7th! I got up at 3am to take a train down into NYC to see them. I brought a friend with me; who even though she didn't watch AI this season, and even she was excited to see the two of them ( Read more... )

Well lets see.... my life has pretty much changed within the past few months ( Read more... )

Last Friday, I finally declared a major after two years of college. I chose to go into history because I am really not interested in anything the school has to offer. I would like to go into Equine Studies but there are no schools near me that offer it and I can't afford to live on campus at another school ( Read more... )

I have always been crazy about horses! And throughout my childhood, I would beg my mother to get me riding lessons but she never did. But in Christmas of '02 my grandmother got me 3 riding lessons. And since then I have been hooked. My mom didn't want me to continue with the lessons but I begged her to let me. I rode at one riding school for three ( Read more... )

Reading my other posts makes me think about how young and stupid I was back then. Even though it wasn't that long ago. I am now in my second year of college and I am still undecided with what major I want to do. The only thing I find interesting really is horses and working with them. But my family doesn't want me to do that because I wouldn't be ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated this thing in like forever! I have started my freshman year in college about over a month ago. I really like it! I mean there is really nothing to do here but oh well. I had a great summer this year. I am still working up at Fahnestock State Park. I have made so many good friends there and even work with kids from high school ( Read more... )

This summer is going by SO fast! I have a full time job right now at Fahnestock State Park as a Park and Rec Aide. I work 40 hours a week and I love it! Right now I am dogsitting for Cooper. He is much better than the first time I watched him. And he is the smartest dog I know out there. I can't wait to go down to LBI!!! One of my best friends is ( Read more... )