For the first time in i thik forever i made my mom cry tonight...because i was an asshole and said something really mean...and everyime i saw her tears roll don her cheek, a little piece of me died...and then i went up to my room and cried and i'm still crying now...i'm so ungrateful and i fuck up wicked bad all the time...i just want to make her ( Read more... )

I can't remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be, yeah
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now, more and more I wonder where you are

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind anytime
I miss you
Still have your picture in a frame
Hear your footsteps down the hall
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Haven't updated in a while mainly because they was never anything good that I felt was worth your time to read. Tonight was a bummer. I never knew so many people did that. Its just a wicked big bummer to go into the night thinking that you are gonna chill with wicked cool people and then, end up being wicked sketched out at what your friends are ( Read more... )

this is for mary rose......

[Terrance:] Shut your fucking face uncle fucka
You're a cock sucking ass licking uncle fucka
You're an uncle fucka, yes its true
Nobody fucks uncles quite like you

[Phillip:] Shut your fucking face uncle fucka
You're the one that fucked your uncle, uncle fucka
You dont eat or sleep or mow the lawn,
You just fuck your uncle all ( Read more... )

I'm the daughter that loves you. I'm the daughter that doesn't ask you for money. I"m the daughter that doesn't bring up the fact that you got a divorce. I'm the daughter that loves to spend every moment with you. But when you called me her name, i felt like i wasn't your daughter anymore. Its just one song that i need help pronouncing and you just ( Read more... )

sooo....you could say everything is pretty good so far

i made central district auditions and esn and tresbelle are starting up again. which i am really happy about. but i feel like there is a huge part of me missing..and i have no idea where it went. it's just like i have so many good things going for me right now, but i'm just not happy about them ( Read more... )

so here we go with another update. Truthfully i'm kinda getting bored of livejournal but hey i'll give it another go.

So the past weekend was pretty stupendus except some forty year old taking me out in soccer andi had to miss the game today. Which we tied 1-1. So i've just been icing my ankle and it's getting better hopefully i can play on friday ( Read more... )

beautiful....

well school started and blah blah blah....we had a scrimmage on wednesday...and i scored two goals...and it rocked. we won 6-3. Then thursday i went to the doctor's for my poison something and i get to be on steroids for the next 3 days and it rocks. i'm working on my guns as everyone is telling me..

Thrusday night was where the money ( Read more... )

So I have been really busy the past couple of days...so sorry for the late update. Monday I just hung out at robins and had meatloaf and onion rings for dinner....it was good.

Tuesday I went into Boston with hannah, nicki, sara, robin, and murp. It was such a blast and I haven't had that much fun in a while.

Wednesday was the sports meeting. It was ( Read more... )

Came back from camp yesterday and realized what amazing two months i just had with my 16 best friends.....and now i come home and feel so strange.....i'm happy that i'm home and all but it seems like i missed a huge part of summer that i can never get back....well i really miss everyone and i hope to talk to all of them soon....thats basically it ( Read more... )