Oct 07, 2004 21:57
I'm the daughter that loves you. I'm the daughter that doesn't ask you for money. I"m the daughter that doesn't bring up the fact that you got a divorce. I'm the daughter that loves to spend every moment with you. But when you called me her name, i felt like i wasn't your daughter anymore. Its just one song that i need help pronouncing and you just say up front i'm too busy and i can't help you. but the second she calls you are free. Am i invisible to you? I don't ask much, i just ask that you help me every now and then. But i feel like i never get to spend time with you and you aren't gonna be here for long because you are still gonna smoke and things are gonna happen, and i don't want to tell my kids that you died. I want you there to walk me down the aisle. I want you there to give me away. But you'll never know how i feel because you'll never take the time to listen, because i'm always going to be second to you..