the slow and silent assassination of decay
i miss you
and i'm so sorry
i cannot get my head straight i'm so fucked
and these people
they creep on in so friendly
and i play with them
enough to make them care
and then they break me down again
and i laugh cause it's so funny
seeing how these humans want to fight-
held hostage
by their own corrupt emotions
stuck ( Read more... )

thei havepastbecomethreecomfortablymonthsn u m b

how long do you think you can go before you                   lose  it all

before they call the bluff and    watch you fall

i dunno but i'd like to think i had control
  at   some point but i let it go
       and lost my soul
sit tight but the    revolution's          
          years away

i'm losing faith and i'm running low  on things
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I've been debating on whether or not to even create a livejournal as I've had trouble with internet diaries in the past and used to waste my time writing away my thoughts to basically anyone who randomly came across my journal or read it regularly. After a while it felt weird having people commenting and misinterpreting my entries, or knowing that ( Read more... )