This year didn't really start out the way I would have liked.

[morainaki]

I mentioned in my previous post that something was "going on at home"

Well, we're taking care of Hachi (a friend's dog) for a month, and Saga went in heat. After 30h of trying out solutions Andreas simply had to move out with Hachi and stay at the owners' place (they're in Thailand on vacation /visiting family).  January was going to be a super busy

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[karrey]

Hang in there

[morainaki]

Your friend is right, that's exactly how it is. Learning how to "feel" again. Around Lucia I suddenly remembered an old memory dear to me, and the nostalgic feeling was too much, too intense. I had to sit down because the strength of it really shook me

[wapiko]

Oh pu :( You know I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

[morainaki]

thank you dear <3 I'm truly happy we reconnected again. You can always talk to me too.

[slashman]

HUG!!! I'm really sorry to hear that you got sick in addition to the whole hachi/saga situation. That sounds like a terrible ordeal, I hope everything is gonna work out and I'm here for you if you need me of course.

I REALLY REALLY hope the album job for me hasn't caused more stress for you, cause that would be the last thing I want! I have a lot of confidence in you and I know you can do a really great job. If you think some parts might be too much for now, we can prioritize what is more important for the release and stuff like that! After all we can always release some parts after the album itself comes out... But anyway I totally believe you'll be nailing it cause you always have done whenever I asked you something and you're incredibly good at what you do <3

I hope we can hang out on Saturday (or whenever you want) and chat about stuff a little, and just relax and have a good time. I missed you, would be great to watch the big fat quiz or whatever it is we wanna do <3

[morainaki]

it was really nice seeing you <3 I hope we will see each other on Sunday as well?

The job was a part of causing more stress for me, a bit because I really am passionate about this project and want to do the best damn job I can. But It's not the cause of my breaking down though, whatever I was supposed to be doing and couldn't was adding up, and it could have been anything.

Your kind words mean a lot to me, I really hope I can live up to your image of me. xoxo

...I miss talking to you.

[nordiclania]

I'm sorry you're having a rough start to your year. :( *hugs*
Wish I could say something to make you feel better.

I think it's good to "go through the motions", even though it can be overwhelming sometimes.
I believe it makes you feel alive and appreciate the little things. Which I know you already do, but even so.

Sometimes you need to feel your absolute worst to be able to feel joy again.
But you'll make it, I'm sure you will.
And I'm happy that you're drawing and writing again.
*hugs more*

[morainaki]

thank you, that means a lot. :)
A comment goes a long way for me to know there are people out there caring, and I'm so happy that you like me drawing and writing again. *kraam*