I would love to think that there's Karma. But I'm not so sure, anymore. Terrible things, for the most part, have not happened to me. I'm so thankful for that. But it would be amazing and beautiful if I could find a job in market research. Still, this won't stop me from doing nice things for other people.

I just need to put in more effort and ( Read more... )

• Phone interview on Tuesday (Haven't even started to prepare, yet. So I'm waking up super early tomorrow)
• Meet group to work on project, on Tuesday.  (6-9:30pm)
• Out of state, in person interview on Wednesday.
• 15 pages due on Thursday (5 written so far). 
• Exam on Thursday. 

I've been editing down my new years resolution, and it has now come down to this:

1) Be uncomfortable.

I'll prb. spend my 20s feeling feeling uncomfortable. I hope that by getting it out of the way now, I'll be more effective in the future.

I have an interview tomorrow. I wonder if this ever gets "comfortable". 

Two changes I'm really enjoying:

1) Taking showers at night. 
2) Sleeping on my back. It feels so nice having my body weight evenly distributed. It's very...calming? I also really like sleeping in my fleece sweatshirt, with my hood on!

Things I really want to eat right now:

Beef Stew!

 Surrounded by medicine. Why am I still so sick?

 A burst of positivity today, which I hope will remain for sometime. I've even decided to sleep earlier and wake up at 7-8, in preparation for my non-existent job / internship.

Still waiting to find out my start date... I feel like I have to push this guy ever step of the way...is this way of saving "never mind". 

I'm like a puppy. No self control, at all. Going to sleep with a tummy ache, and with hands cradled around stomach.

So. Full.

I'm way into Star Trek again...

Go through the whole series when I have a job/internship? YES!

Jedi Code ( Read more... )