honestly i feel terrible. i'm pretty much just goin through the motions right now. u kinda feel numb. or u know blah. nothing really makes u that happy and if it does it's only temporary. the only time i feel really good is when i'm with mario. It's sad that i can honestly say that today i am the best gymnast i have ever been, and i get absolutely ( Read more... )

hey guys. umm i know, it's been a real freakin long time. i was kinda thinking about being more consistant with writting in this thingy. but i was only thinking ( Read more... )

stress filled but great weekend. a lot of things are being said on this campus that are directly effecting our relationship...at first in a bad bad way, but after a very long discussion, in a great way. just another thing that brought us even closer than we were two weeks ago. i'm gonna have to plug my ears here and trust him with everything i've ( Read more... )

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ok people....plans for next week are as follows ( Read more... )

in three weeks from yesterday i'll be visiting new york for a week

in five weeks from yesterday i'll be moving back to new york

so basically i have four weeks left with ya'll

where does time go?

last week goes down in my top five list of Best Weeks of My Life. Couldn't of asked for anything more...simply perfect. I clarified a lot of things and had a lot of questions answered. i didnt think it would be so clear but i'm thanking God everday that it has been. Prayer works people...you should look into it ( Read more... )

last night was the first time i've ever been to rio without my girls. moosh and five boys....aka ...t-r-o-u-b-l-e...loooooooooove it. i had a good time tho. even tho chase peaced out WAY early. over it. summer really has been awesome. i'm having such a good time. once im back here, it's so clear that this is where i need to be forever. like i love ( Read more... )

i think i'm in love

hello you all. it's coming down to the end now. it's funny to read my journals of last summer. i was so scared, and anxious to see what my life would be like in the next year. now here i am, with my first year of living in new york just about over. i'm so excited to come home. obviously. i can't wait to see everyone after 4 and a half months. ( Read more... )