I still love that married man and that old man was a piece of shit. He didn't really care. He never did. I don't think so anyway. He was just obsessed with my body. Lol literally. I'm not even playing. Anywho there have been quite a lot of guys since I moved here. Not bodies necessarily but lots of days and time wasted hanging out. I just wanna be ( Read more... )

I realized that these days in NYC have sped by so damn quickly. I'm closing in on my 3rd year here. When my lease is up who knows where I might go.

Me and this married man keep running in circles.

Today was our first date...he's an older man. He's 44. We had the most adorable date. We had dinner and then caught Saturday night fever on the big screen in Bryant park over some dranks. We kissed a little. It didn't feel weird. I thought it would ... For obvious reason. But it felt good ... Strangely good.

I guess I spoke too soon. 9 months later and I haven't made not one stride towards any of the things I talked about doing last fall. Smh. I need to stop being complacent. Smh.

I'm tired of being overlooked. I quit smoking. I stopped drinking. All I do is eat healthy and work out. Now I need to start applying to jobs. The grind is REAL. Starting to study for the GMATS too.

I will not be sold short.

Excellence is the result of GREAT EXECUTION.

On that note ... Striving for excellence.

Long day ... Worked 1-10. Met this incredible boss chick who makes $200k n told me straight ... Don't marry for love. Find yourself a nice rich man and don't ever give anything to him. Ladies take notes. She had some man drop close to $4000 at my store without winking a lash. Had to tell a lot of customers we were outta iPhones. They felt some ( Read more... )

This weekend was absolutely epic. Bonz n Len came down on Friday. Saturday we had brunch at Agua Fresca. Not long after I sped off to Philly for Made in America. Beyonce was amazing. Calvin Harris was epic. Kendrick Lamar....Schoolboy Q...Miguel...Wiz Khalifa...Macklemore & Ryan Lewis... Amazing. Such an great line up of acts. Got a chance to see ( Read more... )

I need to start writing again. I thought twitter did a better job documenting everything but I was wrong. Terribly wrong.

It's been almost two years and I swear I would start writing again. I'm going to do this. I promise. Barcelona was epic. Too epic. Saw every country and every city. To call it magical would be an understatement. The last two years I've been consumed with the most wonderful man. My host mom turned out to be a crazy bitch. My big sis came to visit ( Read more... )