i just wanted to update bc ill prob never get to write like this again. wow man im kinda drunk. its ok though bc im with my family and theyre all laughing at me. its mean.. this is taking a while to write. they're all downstairs though. theyre all waiting for me to finish making tthe turnovers. my mommy is making brownies. theyre yummy. i cant wait ( Read more... )

I told you you were strong and i stick to that. you were dealing with so much pain but now i guess it's gone. You are beautiful i just wish that you would see that. I realize now that your ankle was a way of inflicting pain. To hide all of the feelings tha no person should ever feel. You trusted me and I feel useless. At least I know that I mean ( Read more... )

darn well i guess im back to being dateless for prom again. guess it didnt rub my parents the right way. something about they didnt want their 16 yr old going with a 20 yr old. idk weird stuff like that. oh well time to look again

well ud never believe it but anime club didnt end up happening till this week bc last week there was a fire at our school. but it went on and a lot more ppl showed up than i anticipated. but today i hung out w/ some friends at Our Town and then went to the diner for some desert. Most of the time i just observed every1 else though. they all seemed ( Read more... )

yay first anime club is tomorrow. im happy. and work is going great. eccept they always make fun of my size. go figure. i luv em though. but hey i have to go do some physics. ttyl

ok so i know i havent updated in a while so ill try to catch u up real quick. i started my first job this weekend over at The Mad Italian so y'all should come visit. I got my actual lisence and the freedom is amazing. i actually got to leave during the middle of work so i could get 270 copies of our menu bc we ran out. can u believe that? oh and we ( Read more... )

got back from nyc yesterday and wow what a time. not as great as freshman year though. i think this trip kinda changed my mind about moving up there. idk this trip brought lots of thoughts. i did get a pic w/ the naked cowboy though so im really excited bout that. but i did like knowing all the guys this time bc i had escorts all the time so i felt ( Read more... )

omg sooo have to write. ok so today syd and her sis were going to the mall and guess what, her sis actually invited me. not syd but katie. just wow. and then after the mall i was really bored so i was excited when jj gave me a call. so we're about to go see narnia with junior. yay all three of us together im happy. but the best part is that jimmy ( Read more... )

ok guys i finally did it. yesterday i went and got my drivers license! eccept i didnt have my attendence record w/ me so they wont exactally issue it to me till after school starts back up. stinks right. yeah and i have one more huge surprize for u all but ur just gonna have to wait till u see me again to be able to get that info from me :P love to ( Read more... )