i sit here in a dark room, one single flame flickering across the wall in front of me. i wonder what your doing, who your thinking of, where you are ( Read more... )

I dont know hun. Im losing all I worked so hard for. Hope, Love.....You

Off to the gym....No Pain...No Gain....rip those musles up. Burn Burn Burn.

I want you to remember well, the time we spent together. The shy look I first gave you, after you kissed me. Giggling when you got *th0se* spots. The laughing, free, at peace me. My finger nails gently scratching your arms, and back. My lips kissing you all over. Our bodies touching skin to skin felt so......yummmm nice. *smiles* The way I would ( Read more... )

My soul is that of a country girl. Running in fields of wildflowers, horseback riding, laying under a wheeping willow, by the lake on a hot summer day. Sitting on the fence, cool breeze blowing through my hair, on a cool summer night, under the stars and moon. Someday....someday soon. Doesn't take much to make me happy. Acoustic guitar, fireplace ( Read more... )

Ever wonder why things happen the way they do? Friends come *smiles* and they go,::frowns:: just as quickly, even quicker. Kind of sucks!! You open up, and POOF they are gone!! With no reason. No explanations, no traces. But..you have that one friend, that means more than anything. You cant forget...you refuse to. So far apart for years. After ( Read more... )

Why weep? Cant I just sleep? Happy dreams of fields in spring, and butterflies? Inspiring ! Instead scenes of dark castles, and dying princes, and never ending painful cries? Cool breezes coming in from the ocean. The smell of salt, as I taste it too, on my tongue? But instead, sorrow, fills my head. Are some of us destined, to live a life of whoe ( Read more... )

He leaves. Heart hurts once again.More than before. I feel lost. My guide. My soldier.Why can you not be here forever????? Didnt you say, you would be???
Finally I have you, only to lose you. Never enough time. There never will be enough time... I need you. I did not realize how much, until now. Dont leave , please I beg you.
STAY WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!

come to me, come to me ( Read more... )

I wanna die.