OK, let's see. Chris told me to update again, but I can't remember what he said to update WITH. I think he basically said This ( Read more... )

Soran (TrystanKnight) here, as requested by Our Psychotic Friend Of the Dark Hair, updating periodically. His internet went down permanently so coming here is not quite as easy as before... (And no, he's not available by phone either, his roommate *never* wanted her phone # put on his livejournal and made that explictly clear and is no longer ( Read more... )

I think yesterday was one of the most despressing and all around bad days I have ever had ( Read more... )

After careful consideration and long diliberation I quit.
I wish you well in all your lifes endeavors.
As for me I have reluctantly resigned myself to the fact that the best laid plans of mice, men and myself will not come to fruition. and thus I am ,done
I love you all and maybe see you around.

Things are going alright for the most part.Been having weird dreams lately but other than that nothing of real importance to say but hello to all my friends

I find that more and more that I am attracted to a woman if she is capable of quiet debate. I am single and was out last night looking to see what I could see. I had several conversations with different ladies and found myself not unable to seduce them but unwilling to. They all lacked the ablity to stimulate my mind. [Soran: Duh, this is why I ( Read more... )

I see now that I have allowed my idealism to cloud my judgement. I am tired of standing still and dealing with dick waving children or people who lack any form of self confidence. It is time for me to move on. I have delayed it long enough. If they have not caught up by now, I feel that they will never do so. If they can not then they will be ( Read more... )

Soran here, some stuff that occurred to me after the monseigneur and I talked about the way things are, and I thought he'd appreciate it if I posted this here.

WE ARE WHO WE ARE *UNDERNEATH THE SKIN- AND WE SHOULD NEVER BE ASHAMED OF WHO WE *ARE**. Not just 'appearances are decieving', but even more - the masks we wear to survive our jobs/social ( Read more... )

There is no time. There is no space. There is only me! I am a being of limetless form and endless wisdom. I have been dead and in one flesh I am returned. I am ready for what ever life may throw into my path ( Read more... )

Soran here. Updating for the both of us.

"One thing that we've stated over and over as time goes on is... there can be no rebirth, without death." - Dr. Cornell West and Ken Wilber, philosopher's commentary during Ultimate Matrix Collection box set.

We are dead.
We are risen.