Turning past reasonably late into definitely early and i'm left thinking numbers and letters just don't feel like skin and bones. I've got a future of quiet and uncertainty which is better than a past of failed notes and hand offs. I've etched copies on to my body in case this ticker breaks, or perhaps I've etched for each time it has. Consolation ( Read more... )

I am swallowing these quarters wholly, plucking one down my throat every five seconds until I have enough change to repair the price of air. Imagine that. People charging to breathe. People are falling asleep with canned goods and no chance of breaking free these days. I can see it in their eyes through the smoke filled sky that spits cheaper ( Read more... )

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I am heart broken. Everything hurts inside. I feel like I lost the only thing that ever mattered. I don't know how to get it back ( Read more... )

Sometimes if you close your eyes I'm sure that you'll see a world filled with edible houses. I think that would be very lovely except in certain cities.

You hold onto places that I haven't even discovered and I'm sketching age lines along my forearms hoping to guide you to my lips. Age lines that crack and that falter from all the pressure of having to remain. I need your map. Even if its tucked in your little head and your only instrument is a sundial, I'm sure I could discover more just by ( Read more... )

I type these words knowing that I miss the clocks that flip large numbers and make that tick tick sound next to your bed. Digital is too smooth and has too much seduction. I need a little bit more of the gritty love when I flush adrenaline out of my system from a dead sleep into a waking spell.

It appears as though the sun has vanished under its sheets, afraid that peeking might scare the monster in its closet. Here I sit inside hiding from the monster that goes pit pit pat pat on the sidewalk. It might be a good day to overcome these fears on both our parts.

Wed ( Read more... )