I feel very volatile. Eg. Suddenly happy, suddenly not. Feeling different from one minute to the other. Its not that i have alot of time to think about things. I ponder off while im doing something else. And if only i could just say what i wanted to say and get it over with. do what i wanted to do and thats it ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be going in the direction i for the most part want them to be. i feel im in a semiperfect position not only socially but personally. which i believe is very important. As cheezy as it may sound i know its because of how ive been aproaching my opportunities. like performing more, not being afraid of bad critisism. and if i do get ( Read more... )

Hate to say i told you so. not really...

I TOLD YOU SO!!

Went to the carnival day before yesterday with Crisselda!! it was pretty cool. haha and fun. hadnt gone to the carnival in a while, hadnt screamed in a while either. lol all was well. what sucked was that there was a closer carnival that looked like it had more rides on 10th st. oh well, it was still awesome!

adios.

She1 never said anything

she2 said something :)

She3 is Quiet and different.

im Caught in another situation... or am i? lol

The reason i act so demandingly is because i want a friend i can count on. So i try to make it clear to my "friends" what i want. someone to be there for me. dont expect for me to be there for you if you are not there for me, even though ill probably still be there, dont count on it ( Read more... )

This last show on friday was awesome ( Read more... )

and my phone ran out of battery,

and she thought i left her there again...

you think i dont miss you...

i wouldnt have called at all.

ill Start off with Idk what part of my life this is ( Read more... )