im forced to be beautiful because there are no more drugs to make me ugly ( Read more... )

I have a million essays I have to write. Im not looking forward to English tomorrow. I am getting tired of a lot of people, you all suck. Quite well I might add. Anyways Im updating to update. There is nothing eventful happening, except Im listening to a very depressing song by some artist who never made it, which worsens my experience of this song ( Read more... )

I have gotten over the feelings of missing you...

So I guess now all I really have to say is FUCK YOU, fuck you for abondoning all those people who have stood by your side. They were your friends, or did you forget?!

--Joe

OK thats it I'm deleting everyone from my phone book that I dont talk to on a regular basis, because today as I was checking my call history (waiting for class) out of pure boredum I realized that in my drunken state, to which I cant remember, I called many of you I wish to never speak to. EVER! Therefor you must be removed at all costs!

joe

They are all memories now....
All those people I forever loathed. Gone.
And I am moving forward with my life.
I am unbelievably amazing. I have confidence.
I'm unbelievable!

Its funny but tonight I realized that everyone* wants what they cant have. It seems that no matter how hard I try I am never satisfied with what I have. In other news Kristine I love you, and your amazing--your one of the better people I know! I miss you. I guess I am not writting down many things I want to say, but it's not like anyone honestly ( Read more... )

...I just wish growing up wasnt so complicated.....

Crash and BURN ( Read more... )

I just wish you would be real with people for once, and ( Read more... )

I dont think I am going to get drunk anymore
I dont think I am going to smoke cigarettes again
I dont think I am going to take advantage of people anymore
I dont think I am going to Kiss Random Strangers again
I dont think I am going to have casual accuaintances anymore
--I dont think

--Joe