why are people so messed up .. like this shit never shouldve happened .. i cant say what happened .. but it shouldnt have at all .. she did nothinq to have that done to ur .. and no one cares .. ur qoinq down .. and im not on ur side bitch ......

okkkkkkkkk .. i havent updated this thing in seriously like a month .. it started with me keepin a real journal .. like a hand written one cause i went thropugh one of my really depressed stages again and last time i got like 348236547 bagillion questions from EVERYONE so i didnt wanna go through that again.. so ive come pretty far away from that ( Read more... )

holy fuck .. michys house fucking caught on fire this morning .. i cant believe it .. shes ok but her doggie radar died from smoke inhalation =[ .. nobody really liked him anyway but it still sucks .. im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy shes ok though.. i LOVE HER SOOOO MUCH!! lol .. michy im always here for u and ur always welcome in my house! <33 lauren

okkkk .. soo temp. new layout that i did myself =] untill the new one is done being made cause me and allie couldnt find a backround so im gettin one made .. buttttt .. i think i did a pretty damn good job .. and ever tho its plain its kinda hott lol u know u like it!! .. lol so anyway .. nothings really been happeneing which is why i havent been ( Read more... )

.. so im not over him NEARLY as much as i thought i was. actually, i'm not over him at all =\

x suchalush: BOYS ARE STUPID
x suchalush: THROW BOULDERS AT THEM
x juSt a hOax: YEAAAA!

lol .. i <3 conversations with allie. shes so cool ( Read more... )

SHES BACKKKKKK .. MY SEXY GANGSTA IS BACKKKKKKKKK .. AHHHHH WELCOME HOME ALLIEEEEEE .. I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU .. haha ok .. im done .. SOMEONE CALL ME WITH PLANSSSSSSSS !!!! .. <3 lauren

1) .. i miss allie .. she needs to come home NOW =[

2) i'm like 99.9% sure i'm going to see the spill canvas on the 11th with my bro (anyone who can go and needs a ride, MAYBE i can help u out .. but u must not get pissed if we end up not going, but contact me for more info)

3) degrassi's season is over on friday and i think i'm going to cry .. i ( Read more... )

im officially obsessed with deqrassi <333..

and extremely fuckinq bored .. i hate pompton lakes .. but i cant wait till auqust 13th .. nesha its qonna be crazyyyyyyyyy .. ily!

i'll update later .. when i actually have somethinq to say

ok so i havent updated in FOREVER but i was goin crazy gettin ready for vacation and i just got back like 2 days ago. it was fuckin awsome i had sooooooo much fun with everyone (kris meg nick joe ry <3u!) theres soooooooo many insiders from all the hotel rooms .. esp. mine with kris and meg .. CRAZYNESS! .. haha and the sleepover in 402 .. haha ( Read more... )

Body: Message: This is freaky as HELL... DO NOT CHEAT ( Read more... )