i wore a turtle neck, we had heart-to-hearts in an onion chair, heinekens were the cheapest beer at $4, no hide and seek and the parking garage, misleading directions to room 705, actually no thirteeth floor (i have a picture), then everyone's dream come true. if you've never opened a door to a banquet room full of matresses, and i mean from floor ( Read more... )

i told life i said "fucking give me what you've got and get it over with, fucking do it ( Read more... )

everything's pretty heavy right now, i guess, and pretty exhausting and the whole lot of it is making me awfully, awfully tired ( Read more... )

we went to greensboro for joanna newsom and i spent the entire concert with big stupid tears rolling down my cheeks because it was so fucking amazing. ask anyone.

i'm grown. i bought a car. i washed some dishes and took out some trash and paid some bills. i'm a big, grown grown up.

oh also last week was a lot fucking better than this week. but, after three whole years, after one whole seventh of my life, i finally finally am over it.

kennedy came last weekend, becca came this past weekend, kennedy's coming again this coming weekend ( Read more... )

i was very tired after my chocolates job and i went to sleep again. at the chocolates job, i made frankensteins out of square marshmallows. i also dipped exactly one thousand pieces of fruit into chocolate. did you know that candied orange peels dipped in chocolate look exactly like french fries dipped in chocolate ( Read more... )

i woke up at 6am because the radiator came on in the middle of the night and it was really, really inappropriately hot. i immediately had a coughing fit and was sure i had woken all of the neighbors. i made some coffee. i tried very, very hard to do pilates. i tried so hard and i got through ten minutes of the twenty minute workout before i ( Read more... )

18 feels like a long time ago.

i forgotten what having a crush feels like.
i'd like to forget what working 9 hours on a hangover feels like.