Oct 23, 2006 11:21
kennedy came last weekend, becca came this past weekend, kennedy's coming again this coming weekend.
halloween will be good, i think, and i think, too, that i know what i'm going to be.
all my jackets and coats smell like campfires and bonfires and this weekend i ate reeses smores and got cuddled. friday at the spot was just fine with me, with seven layers of complicated feelings and basically everyone there and the dancing was good and the music was pretty good. ryan miller's party was questionable but i can see how it would have been nice if i were 30.
becca i'm sorry you were alone the whole weekend. :/ seeing you makes me miss two years ago.
today i will buy myself and expensive pillow and give myself the "it's okay, it's fine" talk because spending money is hard for me.
even though i am pretty fucking disappointed in everyone right now, i am looking forward to everything.