Comments | molly_millions: Reaching up

molly_millions

Reaching up

Apr 04, 2009 13:38

It has been just over a month since my last post. This one is not going to be witty, or charming, or entertaining. I'm just sitting down and typing. I'm going to try and explain what has been happening in my life. I don't care who reads this or what anyone thinks of it. This is for me.

( This is how I pull myself out. )

life update

Comments 11

anonymous April 4 2009, 21:44:34 UTC

Hey Andi,

I know what you are feeling... there are ups and downs in life,but stay strong, you have a beautiful soul!

Andrea

molly_millions April 4 2009, 22:32:40 UTC

Thank you. Who are you? I don't typically clear comments from people I don't know, tho yours is nice.

anonymous April 4 2009, 23:25:46 UTC

I'm a regular reader of your blog,however I have never commented. I have found it when I was surfing on other sites like: StagHomme.com, Marco Blaze's blog etc. so we have common interests (btw I'm working in the gay porn industry,but only behind the cameras, I'll tell you more about it if you are interested). My name is also Andrea, but I live far away from you in Europe.

molly_millions April 5 2009, 00:39:29 UTC

Ohhhh...are you a member on Stag Homme? I have seen an "Andrea" on there, in fact I remember when you first posted. Is that you? Where in Europe are you?

Well, thanks for reading and thank you for your kind comments. I appreciate it! :)

Thread 5

salixbabylon April 4 2009, 22:58:06 UTC

Whatever she puts her mind to, she can do. She has met people she loves and admires. She has a boundless imagination. She has harnessed her own magical energy and can have absolutely anything she wants if she focuses that power correctly.
She has beautiful, voluptuous curves, and plenty of men and women that would love to enjoy them. She has a beautiful face, and more importantly, a beautiful heart. She lives her life honestly and openly. She doesn't try to manipulate people. She treats her loved ones with love and respect. She is strong, resilient, powerful, and bursting with life and joy and happiness and love.

Yes, Yes, YES! This is you. You are wonderufl and beautiful, inside and out. Just take it one day at a time until it gets easier, and then look at long-term stuff. You have time. *big hugs*

molly_millions April 5 2009, 00:42:34 UTC

:) Thank you so much honey. ((hugs back))

anonymous April 10 2009, 17:23:46 UTC

Andi,

You're the sweetest ever! When we met you this amazing energy radiated from you every second...full of life, love and beauty. Don't ever let that change babe!!! It's alright to let your self go somewhere dark for a minute or so, but don't ever lose that loveable Andi we adore so much. We really like that last part where you talk about yourself as if you were a friend.You've got it down...you have soooo much to be happy about :)

The biggest smiles, the sloppiest kisses and all our love

D & F

molly_millions April 13 2009, 15:34:15 UTC

This means so much to me. Thank you, my sweet Bunnies. ((hugs)) I am doing better, thank you! I love you both very much and thank you for everything you've done for me, the love & support means more than I can say. :)

OXOX love, your Andigirl

sue777 April 12 2009, 23:26:11 UTC

Andrea - The job thing is really hard and terribly depressing but things do change. They will change. You just have to hang in there until they do. Lots of folks are in the same boat as you; be thankful you have a job. Your boss will get his karmic payback.

You are gorgeous and have soul. You just belted out the G & R tune and I loved it! So did F & D and you were on Stag TV. Kudos!

I too have been abused by my mom, so I know what it is like. When shit happens in my life sometimes I got to go and get help for it again. You now the drill by now, right?

You are way too young to feel old and to feel that yoiu have lost out on your dreams. You still have plenty of time. Thrity-four is such a baby in terms of age. Why not wait until the economy recovers a bit and someone pays what you are worth?

Take a deep breath and smell the Spring air!

molly_millions April 13 2009, 15:36:50 UTC

Yes, I am definitely grateful for what I have. I just enjoyed a long weekend (Friday off) with some friends up near Chico, and it helped quite a bit.

Thank you so much for your kind words. Sometimes it is hard to see the bright side of life, and I do struggle with tyhings from the past, but I've come so far and I'm making an effort every day.

I love what you said and take it to heart. You are right. Thank you Sue! OXOX ((hugs))

Love, Andi :)