Mostly friends only!

I loved you like a man loves a woman he never touches, only writes to, keeps little photographs of. I would have loved you more if I had sat in a small room rolling a cigarette and listened to you piss in the bathroom, but that didn’t happen. your letters got sadder. your lovers betrayed you. kid, I wrote back, all lovers betray. it didn’t help. ( Read more... )

This is what the hospital thinks I have now.

For those who don't know, I have been having some serious health issues while in the UK. It started with 2 UTI's and it morphed into a massive kidney infection. And now, I have a massive bladder infection (and have had, for the last 6 months with absolutely no successful remedy for it) that has severely ( ( Read more... )

At 5pm UK time I filled out a form online to send my mother a bouquet of flowers for her birthday, by 7pm my time she received them at her house in NH. :)

I am beginning to get more and more sick of having to defend the worth of theoretical work at large.

Totally unhappy today. This has been a theme.

This is the worst Thanksgiving.

the francis bacon exhibit at the tate britain = well worth going to see (visceral experience), even if i had to argue with the lady at the desk about student priced tickets. joining the ymca = well worth the money, even if i had to buy a new bathing suit and now my back and arms are sore... i now have a pool to swim in and a handful of yoga classes ( Read more... )

I re-read a bunch of entries from 2004 today. How embarrassing.

I am terrified. I leave for England in one month and 2 days.